When I left, I had no idea what would make me happy. That hadn't been on my radar in so long, I'd forgotten.
Gradually, I made my way back to me and rediscovered my likes, dislikes, standards and expectations. I healed (still doing that daily) and got back in touch with what it means to have healthy relationships with family and friends.
I remembered that my child and myself have to be my top priority. And that I won't apologize for that. Others will always have expectations for you, but listen to that inner voice, quiet the outside ones and be true to yourself. Seek what is best for your situation though it may not be someone else's definition of what is best.
Trust YOU.